230108 , when i was back from camp : WE HAD STOPP-EDD !
kinda down now . i just felt that i lost everything! its th end for miiu and him . what should i do now ? i didnt do anything wrong . and he wanna break. wthhh ?! hmmm , should i just gave up or continue to wait for him . why is this happening to miiu again huhhh! really cant tahann liao le luhhs . always happening to miiiuu de luhhs, BLOODING HELLL! FCUKERRRRRRRRRRR!
haishhh! what should i do ? ADABELLETANJIEXIN{A.T.J.X} COME ON LAHHS, cheer up lahhs. if not just forget himm lahhs! arguhhhh! just hate myself mannss! hmmm , just hope that i will patch with him back someday. I JUST HOPE THAT TIME COULD GO BACK TO PAST ! and i swear that i will not do that thing to make him dun trust miiu anymore and love miiiu anymore!
i REALLY REGRET-EDD mannnns,
ILOVEYOU FOREVER BOY!
ILOVEYOU!
AKUCINTAKAU.
WOAIINIII!
IMISSYOU 184 BOY!
IMISSYOU!
AKURINDUKAU.
WOXIANNGNIIII!
what should i doooooooooooooooo ?! ARUGGHHHHHH!
I THINK I JUST WAIT FOR HIM . btw , another thing , should i mia from my baobeii place / second home ? which is SUNPLAZA PARKK! but alots of people told miiu that dun mia. you will lost everyone from SUNPLAZA! i really dunno . i think that i go down also no point liao luhhs. see him happy but cant HUG or HOLD HIS HAND or SEE HIS PHONE or TOUCH HIS THINGS or COR HIM AIAIII or PLAY HIS PSP or PINCHHIMM or DISTURBHIMM! is really kind of weirdddddd~ forget it , i shall not think about it firsttttt . after newyear then think ! and TRYYY ENJOY MY NEWYEARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR~! chuerrrr, going out! maybe with himm! dunnnoo?!
WAIT FOR HIM ? ACCEPT TH FACT ? MIA OR NOT ? see how bahhhhhhhs~!
forgett it ,
TALK ABOUT TODAY BAHHHHHHS~
today woke up at around 8plusAM , i know is about SIAOOOO! but just cant go back to sleep luhhs . hmmm , woke up in th middle of night quit alots of times. btw , yesterday chat with him for awhile , then he fall asleep . pangsehh miiu , his mum pick up then kap th fone! neverminds , forgive himm. btw , i woke up and i sms-edd him . he reply miiu at around 9AM so earlyy! 0.0 askedd him why he so early woke up he said dunno lerr , just cant go back to sleep and just wake up and he also woke up in th middle of th night alots of times. =.=" anywayy , reply eleanor sms , as she askedd want go bugis gaigaii anot. then i say suiibiian what tyme , and i askedd my parents let miiu go anot . then sms-edd with him . then he keep sending miiu those hurting sms . so i CALLED HIMMM! hawhaww. thenn we chat on th fone . and he keep kaping th fone and calling back again . then after that he kap th last tyme , and he go prepare as he going KATONG;KTV with his friends . gort girl somemoreee. T.T whatever. then he askedd miiu wanna go anot. then i say i dunno. after that around 12plus i think , he call-edd miiu. and say that he at outside now then askedd miiu wan go anot , as i told him i can go out le. then i say i want but i havent bath. then he say that he is leaving now. then so i bobiian , i had to say , okays luhhs , neverminds , i dun go luhhs. i didnt go , then eleanor sms-edd miiu le , at last . then she say okays luhhs , we go gaigaiii . then we meet at 145pm like that. i was alone befre that. then after meeting up le , we went to bugis straight. and when we reach bugis mrt station we walk-edd wrong place and we walkedd until NATIONAL LIBRARY , so hardworking. we go buy BOOKS! hahas;D Then elaineJIE calledd miiu. hmmm , tok with her . then she said lots of things. secret cant said out! :/ hmmm , anywayy after that we walkwalkwalk , and we walkedd to FOOD JUNCTION to eatt. th food is same as that tyme elaineJIE birthday i ate de. same place too. $6.90 , so expensive manns. T.T hmmm , btw . after eating we went to bugis street luhhs . then th traffic there was lyke JAMM! and we walkedd to and fro for i think 6times siol! hahas;D anywayy , we walk inside bugis street for 2HOURS TO 3HOURS , and we didnt buy anything yet! =.=" anywayy , we meet YIWEN & one guy : dunno what his name lahhs. then we went to Be Here for Good things = BHG then after that around 5plus i think , they wan go eat , then eleanor and miiu we dunwan then we go separate ways , then we two went to BUGIS STREET again . and this tyme we is go buy things ! then we went in . then in th end we two lost . two different place. then after that she said she buy her things and i buy my things then ltr then we meet again . so i say okays luhhs . then after we met . eleanor say diana at bugis street too! guess what? today saw alots of people i know . saw xinni , kenneth => TNPS , abelKORKOR , daryl[EX-EX] and DIANAAAAAAA~ then we meet diana at burger king . then she came with her mum . then her mum went home . then she show us , she bought a watch and earrings . then we say le . went to BUY too . hahas;D then after bying , we hungry so we went to kfc! and guess what while walking to KFC , we like siaokei! hahas;D then when eating we laugh eat laugh eat and toktoktokk and crap around ! HAHAHAHAHA:D then after eating we went to take mrt home luhhs . we camwhoredd btw~! YEAHHHS(: then while camwhoring we didnt noe which is to pasirris. we continue to camwhore and wait for th train . and eleanor say 1min niia , so faster take . thenn th train came . we board th mrt . then gueess what , th train we took was to BOONLAYYY! then we took 6stops after bugis . and we realise we are at REDHILL , cuz eleanor heard what readyy . then in th end we are at redhill . and this time we LAUGH OUT LOUD EVEN MORE. we didnt notice as we will camwhoring in th train . then we wait-edd for th train to come and we board and inside th train to PASIRRIS , we still camwhore and laughh! hahas;D really very funny siol . aahhahhahahhaha! then we went to PASIRRIS to send diana then back to TAMPINES . then when we reach TAMPINES , we went to see 2things , then we went to her house . after her house , at first going sp de , but that person she wan to find not there so we went to KFC for awhile . then chatted for awhile , then she send miiu to trafficlight . then after that i walk to spp then saw him and wenzong , so i went to find themm for awhile , then i went back home . he send miiu home still . i really miss him ! then while walking , he give miiu pinch until very jialat! wahhhahahaha! then after that we lyke normal luhhs , then in th lift i askedd him , can i hug him ? he gave miiu hug and i cried too! btw , he is lyke black guy! wearing all black , shoe also black bag also black ! =.=" then after thaat , i told him to sms , in th end also never. then after that whe i was out of th lift , saw alvin . then he was going to meet him then they all went to changi. btw , when i reach home , dad say what keep my fone for 2hours and blahblahblahh . then i dun care. then he told miiu say i can change fone le . hahas;D use th vouvher and no niid pay money! hahas:D yipeee(: then th phone is same , my favourite : W595 , that dunnno what pink de. i know alot ppl have but i just like pink! hahas;D then after that i bath finsh then use comm and also blog luhhs. many peope tok to mii once i online ! -.- almost lagg! then after that here am i blogging still luhhs. then nothing to say le lahhs . btw im calling him later but before that i need to call JOELKORKOR! he haven tell miiu ! arughhh! btw , sms-ing with 2 people now. (:
now let pictures take over bahhs , still gort alot but with eleanor some ! LOOK BELOW FOR PHOTOSSSSSSSS ~