hmmhmm , seriously don't want post about today.
just gonna say today saw him(:
happyhappy but after that sadsad.
my stomach like siao luhs?! v.pain?! D:
HAIS! HAISH! HAIXX! D:
alrightsalrights , today science CT2 was kinda difficult bahh especially physics.
hmm , don't want talk bout school , always same thing going on so sian.
hmmhmm , moving on.
[FAST FORWARD!]
then reah home at 4pm sharp , then went to prepare and stuff ,
managed to reach 450 before 530pm cause meeting shuyi&her friends.
then reached le. saw junhao&co. there including adeline(:
then after that budao 30mins , shuyi&co. say they going sp. tmd.
she walk with qien while i alone luhs ,
then she walk so fast , call her she also never hear until.
so neverminds luhs , i went back 450 find adeline they all.
played basketball despite my sickness ): hackcare lahh! ://
HAIS! playplayplay ,
enjoy-ing but my eyes is looking around thinking of LOTSLOTSLOTS memories D:
its really sad that we broke up. zhendeluhs ): HAISH!
After that rest luhs. chit-chatted with junnhao&anotherguy? don't know his name. :x
paisehpaiseh , after that junhao keep on-ing those songs!
such as : ibelieve , waitingforyou and blablabla ):
make me more sad and think more luhs , HAIS!
Hmmhmm , then played basketball again.
then rest again. chit-chated and blablabla.
but still thinking about him?!
24/7 i will think of him and miss him.
i will wait till he come back!
but will he come back? :x
ILOVEHIM , come back to me hao mah? .__.
after that chit-chated and stuff like that still ,
then junhao's stead;BAZY's stead;hanling came over.
they saw me look is LIKE not happy luhs ): LIKE HORHH , not what. NOOFFENCE!
After that continued to chitchat but adeline already go home le ):
then not long , BAZY came with a bike? don't know simi bike lai de. :D
his phone hao le, then call his stead to call him , then th zharbor
say : ' HELLO BI AH! ' (loudly , like guyi de.)
HAIS! obviously i'm jealous still and too ):
ranhou , continued to chit-chat with that don't know what name guy and BAZY too.
then BAZY go pei his stead le . then i and that guy chit-chat luhs. [:
to that don't know what name guy and everyone who talk to me(:
tyvm for so called pei-ing me! including BAZY(:
you make my day especially{:
After that haiyo , brando&junhao very. fierce luhs.
cause they not happy with 1 guy cause 1 of th guy make Adeline's Dad fall down.
and blablabla. they at there talktalktalk , while i play basketball^-^
i keep shooting 2point luhs. got go in quite alot(: finally? :D
after that they play match again , while i just seesee luhs.
See until my stomach cramps fazhou , then sibei pain.
feel like vomit-ing then giddy , then sorethroat pain !
My throat is reallyreally damn freaking pain luhs ://
Drink water also so difficult meh? T_T
i guess i'm really very SICK now luhs):
hmmhmm , then i can't tahan le furthermore is 9pm le ,
so i went home silently , when noone notice me i guess?
HAIS! then i walk home myself and lonely luhs ,
while walking , think of lots of stuff lah. @:
then saw sososo many couples):
i walk th creepy place to , then superb scare and also think until
BAZY beside me and called me to stand another side as he know i'm scare.
but now? even if i scare nobody would be there to pei me le luhs D:
unless there miracle that he would come back or whatsoever?
HAIS! HAIS! HAIS! HAISHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~ ):
- REACHED HSH - ^-^
bathe and stuff , then used computer .
but didn't study at all , tml got SS CT2 somemore , opps:X
don't care lah , aiyos.
Furthermore , i now no mood and very sad. ): was crying?! D':
i really love him luhs ,
for th whole day , i'm like thinking about him . @:
hais , i'm very. lonely now luhs ):
trying to act a tough girl in front of friends .
but seriously sooner or later i can't le ,
and i would burst into tears and cry in front of everyone.
It's really not easy luhs.
Being loved and be love is much more better than being in a relationship .
really luhs? ://
Ask you all a question ,
Tiongxim good meh? What do i get in return?
Am i wrong to tiongxim BAZY ?
even if i really love him , what do i get ?
Really luhs , most of th girls are tiongxim but boys neh?
where are all those tiongxim boys? ):
I lost th guy i love so much , and i really regret what i did.
And i really hope to get him back so that i could cherish him.
but he don't like me le? i can't force him to like me ,
but just wait. isn't worth waiting?
i just hope to spend everyday of my life with you.
but there one thing i must comfirm which is ,
♥ Once my babyboy , laogong , boyfriend and bibi ,
Always my babyboy , laogong , boyfriend and bibi ! ♥
hehes{: aishiniluhs.
yongyuanaizheni♥
Can't believe it that i'm writing this and crying at th same time):
Hais! D: D: D: D: D: D:
I WANNA BE WITH YOU
爱你好幸福
想要和你建造一个
爱的小屋
I WANNA BE WITH YOU
爱你好满足
享受最甜美的束缚
有你的呵护
我不再孤独!
but isn't possible now mah? .__.
Duibuqi , woraini. aishinile.
always loving and missing you♥
alrights i got nothing much to say le .
hais , chinhwee not going school tml cause she sick. But i also ):
But neverminds , she rest bah. Takecares:]
Hais , tml where should i go ? i would be so lonely.
gonna walk aimlessly anyhow luhs. ):
Where should i go? ):
I feel like going meet him luhs or even saw him and that enough.
But isn't possible ? D:
HAISSSSSSSSSS~ ):
okayokay , wish me luck for tml test. (:
but i didn't study.
haishh, can't sleep again .
zhenmeban? ):
Hais! Hais! Hais! Hais! Hais! Hais! Hais! D: D: D:
nothing to say le lah gona go crycrycry♥
so ciaociao ):
i'm always crying every night luhs. ):
loves♥
missHAIS ending this post with sadness )':
thinking of him , loving him & missing him is my main objective now! ♥

i just love this photo lots♥ {: HAIS! its also th first photo we took together:/
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