
This post is nothing about today life or what .
I no need any comments for it readers!
I just wanna say this to my Beloved Darling.
Name: ZHIQING FU! *She's mine* (:
And th guy i ♥love can read it too(:
Darling ,
L♥ve is selfish .
L♥ve is hurting.
L♥ve begins with a SMILE , grows with a KISS , ends with a TEARDROPS!
Let's be strong together and Face all the obstacles together :D
[Can you believe it, i'm crying when writing this .
Perharps this post is about my own feelings too]
Thankyouuuuuuu baobei , for being by my side .
You are always there for me when i'm in need .
You are always th person who cheer me up.
Thankyou for being my listener when i'm down.
You always tried lots of ways to change me .
Thankyouuuuuuuuusomuch♥
AISINILEEEEEEEEEEE~
this 9years+ to 10years of sistership it's worth it:D
B U T still , i feel so f sad .
Idontknow what to do now ,
idontknow how to win his heart , just by messages it won't help at all.
I know that , BUT he doesn't want to meet me.
I can't do anything to win his heart.
It's soften his heart , i feel great but not much still ):
Th way he replied me , its a complete different from last time.
It hurting , tell me what should i do? *heartpain* ):
I keep thinking every day & seconds , thinking do you love me still,
i can't get any answer from him and i can't even find out the answer.
Sometimes i'm really lost of words when he say something.
Or even when he send just a word 'okay' , idk what to reply.
Idontwant end th conversation , yet idontknow how to continue.
I scare i send something else , he won't reply and ignore me.
I'm very scare that he would dao me for don't know how long again.
which i really don't want, i really don't know what to do.
Tons and tons of times , i feel like giving up B U T then ,
in the end i can't still .
I'm just waiting for a miracle to happen , will it even happen?
Imagine i and him together , that so freaking sweet!?
But then , hais !
Darling tell me what i should do ~
I feeeeeeeeeeeel so SAD!
I feeeeeeeel so useless!
I feeel so LONELY!
I feeeeeel so SICK!
I feeeeel so weak!
I feeeeeeeel so hopeless!
I feeeeeeeeeeel so HURT
I feeeeeeeeeel so STRESS
I feeeeeeeeeelt like an asshole, so thick-skinned!
I feeeeeeeeeeeel so ...........
HOW! H O W !
But no choice , in l♥ve , sometimes we have to be thick-skinned!
Agreeeeeed darling? Hais!
Everytime i thought when we are able to hang out together.
Miracle will happen maybe something will change,
but in the end it didnt change , he is still so dao towards me.
He don't even take a glace look at me , ):
I feel so f heartpain in my heart.
Just like one knife went through my heart or something.
Calling me to forget him , STOP loving him .
I can't , i tried i really tried B U T still i can't ):
Whenever he send something hurting ,
you should know how it feels barh darling ):
You seee before my reaction, you see me cry for it.
Idontknow what to do. Crying won't solve it.
But the truth is that there is no solution to it , B U T
just waiting for him to know that ilovehim.
I♥him for don't know how long le.
Everything i do , i thought of him.
Everywhere i go, there's memories .
All things little memories , sweet memories.
Cannot be forgotten , it would always be in my mind.
But i want even more memories with him.
Not even thinking of having another chance.
Not even thinking of giving a try .
Idontknow what to do uhhhhh~
I miss every little memories we had, can't be erase at all!
Zomg lahs , ilovehimmSUPERSUPERlotsLOTS lo! :X
IWANTBEWITHTHEGUYILOVEALOTS!
4568396886843629! ):
Hais! Signn ,
I reallyreallyreally ♥ him alot .
I believe you should be able to see cause we are sisters for so long.
You should know my pattern .
I shall end here le , lost of words.
Anyway ,
thankyouuuuuuuuu so much Darling♥