♥ Friday, March 26, 2010
This post is nothing about today life or what .
I no need any comments for it readers!
I just wanna say this to my Beloved Darling.
Name: ZHIQING FU! *She's mine* (:
And th guy i ♥love can read it too(:
Darling ,
L♥ve is selfish .
L♥ve is hurting.
L♥ve begins with a SMILE , grows with a KISS , ends with a TEARDROPS!
Let's be strong together and Face all the obstacles together :D
[Can you believe it, i'm crying when writing this .
Perharps this post is about my own feelings too]
Thankyouuuuuuu baobei , for being by my side .
You are always there for me when i'm in need .
You are always th person who cheer me up.
Thankyou for being my listener when i'm down.
You always tried lots of ways to change me .
Thankyouuuuuuuuusomuch♥
AISINILEEEEEEEEEEE~
this 9years+ to 10years of sistership it's worth it:D
B U T still , i feel so f sad .
Idontknow what to do now ,
idontknow how to win his heart , just by messages it won't help at all.
I know that , BUT he doesn't want to meet me.
I can't do anything to win his heart.
It's soften his heart , i feel great but not much still ):
Th way he replied me , its a complete different from last time.
It hurting , tell me what should i do? *heartpain* ):
I keep thinking every day & seconds , thinking do you love me still,
i can't get any answer from him and i can't even find out the answer.
Sometimes i'm really lost of words when he say something.
Or even when he send just a word 'okay' , idk what to reply.
Idontwant end th conversation , yet idontknow how to continue.
I scare i send something else , he won't reply and ignore me.
I'm very scare that he would dao me for don't know how long again.
which i really don't want, i really don't know what to do.
Tons and tons of times , i feel like giving up B U T then ,
in the end i can't still .
I'm just waiting for a miracle to happen , will it even happen?
Imagine i and him together , that so freaking sweet!?
Imagine i and him together , that so freaking sweet!?
But then , hais !
Darling tell me what i should do ~
I feeeeeeeeeeeel so SAD!
I feeeeeeeel so useless!
I feeel so LONELY!
I feeeeeel so SICK!
I feeeeel so weak!
I feeeeeeeel so hopeless!
I feeeeeeeeeeel so HURT
I feeeeeeeeeel so STRESS
I feeeeeeeeeelt like an asshole, so thick-skinned!
I feeeeeeeeeeeel so ...........
HOW! H O W !
But no choice , in l♥ve , sometimes we have to be thick-skinned!
Agreeeeeed darling? Hais!
Everytime i thought when we are able to hang out together.
Miracle will happen maybe something will change,
but in the end it didnt change , he is still so dao towards me.
He don't even take a glace look at me , ):
I feel so f heartpain in my heart.
Just like one knife went through my heart or something.
Calling me to forget him , STOP loving him .
I can't , i tried i really tried B U T still i can't ):
Whenever he send something hurting ,
you should know how it feels barh darling ):
You seee before my reaction, you see me cry for it.
You seee before my reaction, you see me cry for it.
Idontknow what to do. Crying won't solve it.
But the truth is that there is no solution to it , B U T
just waiting for him to know that ilovehim.
I♥him for don't know how long le.
Everything i do , i thought of him.
Everywhere i go, there's memories .
All things little memories , sweet memories.
Cannot be forgotten , it would always be in my mind.
But i want even more memories with him.
Not even thinking of having another chance.
Not even thinking of giving a try .
Idontknow what to do uhhhhh~
I miss every little memories we had, can't be erase at all!
Zomg lahs , ilovehimmSUPERSUPERlotsLOTS lo! :X
IWANTBEWITHTHEGUYILOVEALOTS!
4568396886843629! ):
Hais! Signn ,
I reallyreallyreally ♥ him alot .
I believe you should be able to see cause we are sisters for so long.
You should know my pattern .
I shall end here le , lost of words.
Anyway ,
thankyouuuuuuuuu so much Darling♥
ADABELLEumbrella♥@
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